R E D

y is there a sudden feel of loneliness ?

wanna be alone again.
a quiet place where i don't have to communicate
a place where i am able to hear my own voice
a place to discontinue from the reality

i want to hear the inner me
what im presenting now. its not me.
im not like that.
i've been hiding

afraid to be sad. i smile. i laugh.
afraid to be alone. i talk. i chat.
afraid to be alot of things. i did the opposites.

it's not a time for reflection yet.
i have to continue acting.